December 10th, 2007
Abandonment
I hate when I feel this way: a curtain that never falls in place.
“The proud man prefers self-reproach, however painful—
because the reproached self isn’t abandoned; it remains intact.”
Quotation from Aldous Huxley in Time Must Have a Stop (Bruno Rontini)

December 10th, 2007 at 9:05 am
“Riverside on Friday night
My friends remain
They say your name
But my guard has gone
Put a brave face on
And make a smile you could hear
But you’re not here
I’ll trace the whole world to find your ghost
But wherever I go I’m alone
There’s no-one else
Still living by myself
Yes I’m eating well
I still cook for two you know
And the bathroom’s clean
Windows let the sun shine in
My complexion’s clear
But you’re not here
An empty bedroom
A silent phone
Wherever I go I’m alone
Wherever I go I’m alone
A stranger’s face, a different place
I see you everywhere
It’s funny how time does nothing
and doesn’t seem to care
But…
I’ll trace the whole world to find your ghost
Who could understand me now you’re gone
I’ll leave the bedroom
Unhook the phone
But wherever I go I’m alone
I’ll trace the whole world to find your ghost
But wherever I go I’m alone”
Ghost by Dubstar
one of my fav song from one of my all-time fav record…
that’s all I can really think about right now
*sad smile*
and
*hugs*
December 10th, 2007 at 10:40 am
Hug.
December 10th, 2007 at 11:12 am
awww. we all get this sometimes…..
December 10th, 2007 at 11:15 am
I also do not like to feel like that!
I love the work on the photo! Is that photoshop?
December 10th, 2007 at 1:12 pm
sorry you’re feeling this way. I hope it passes soon.
I love the art this week. Those green eyes are stunning.
December 10th, 2007 at 2:36 pm
Hugs for you. You had hugs for me when I needed it. How true is that Huxley quote! No matter how we move on…and we do move on beautifully …the abandonment issue will rear its ugly head from time to time.
December 10th, 2007 at 6:48 pm
Sera…u 2 upset…very nice post & felt something heavy (pain) in the heart… take care dear…b happy always…hugs dear….